I Had to
Tracy, "FeeFee" Allan Richard I Had To is "Feefee" Allan Richard Tracy's personal account of his life up to and after undergoing sex change surgery in 1986. Tracy describes himself as a tormented individual "who went from good to bad" trying to address years of obsessive guilt. He details his relentless quest for happiness and perfection in the eyes of God, a search that led him to a new identity and life as Allana Tracy. Tracy shares his reflections on his decision and ur...