The author cites Governor Richard Codey Executive order #78, as a promise yet to come in the management of mental illness, and which she wished was the current effort. She describes how an exacerbated, almost morbid frustration intolerance and the inability to make herself understood especially by her mother, the one reassuring human being in anyone's life, were leaving Desiree's no choice but to express her despair and anger with violent outbursts toward her mother. Luck had her come across a skilled and talented homeopatic MD who searched for the right treatment for Desiree and in combination with Neurofeedback to help control her emotions, combat insomnia and fight her thought disorder, Desiree will overcome 36 years of psychiatric treatment and her good nature and freedom from institutialization will ensue.