These poems were all written between 1978 and 1999 - until they just became so sad as 'psyche' problems - mostly caused by my 'revolving door syndrome - based SOLIDLY on "it is not me - it is all them others!"' - took over my 'life' while my local Ware Psyche Social Services desperately tried their best to turn me into just another 'psyche lifer', incredibly, while I am a FOURFOLD EMERITUS PROFESSOR!This soon became so severe that I was in psyche 'Godhelpusall' or prison / stir /porridge WITH NO HINT OF A TRIAL just three mere 'opinions by self-styled "experts in psychiatry" who rarely even met me before they 'ticked boxes' to 'put me inside yet again...!!!Never with any ENDING IN SIGHT over and over and over again - for 16 of my last 26 years 1993-2019 - most peculiar - I never had any actual 'psyche symptoms' in that whole period, despite fluent lying by the BIG BROTHER MENTAL HEALTH ACTS SYSTEM...!!!(especially my hideously neglectful and TOTALLY ABUSIVE/STIGMATISED IMMEDIATE FAMILY !!)