This book explores my experience on my first "career job." I was thrilled to land a paid internship with a company and excited to work toward what I thought was my life's purpose. However, while this story doesn't end in "happily ever after" mode, I did gain a true and personal relationship with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I'll also note that the book goes into details of my own experience and may be a trigger for anyone struggling with depression or similar issues. I want readers to feel ready to delve safely into my story and only when they feel it's appropriate to do so. Most importantly, after all I've been through, I still believe in God's merciful love, the power of friendships, and hope for a brighter tomorrow. It is in this spirit of healing that I share my journey with you.