Arrival in England was something that had filled the author, Muriel, with mixed emotions. Feelings of great highs but also the dread of a different educational system and the meeting of new friends, whilst at the same time trying to bury the past, the same past which had led her to pen the first book (My Rocky Road), accounting the early years in Ennis, Ireland. Circa 1940. And now, the publishing of this, the second book. The high expectations and hopes for the future. Can this cloud have a silver lining or is it possible that this silver lining is in fact full of clouds. Follow Muriel as she tells in her own words of the struggle to settle and shake the demons and the total disbelief when the unthinkable becomes a reality once again.