This Autobiography tells the true life struggles of a young girl growing up in a world surrounded by crime, drugs, gangs, and family trial and tribulations. She is watching everything around her and still remains to keep her mouth shut. She is fatherless and has a mother who is a work-aholic, a sister who runs with the local drunks and drug dealers, a brother who is a well known-always in trouble gang member. She loves her family and is torn between who she is and being misunderstood. A part of her wants to yell, scream and shout, but instead she stays quiet-wishing she could scream and shout. See how this young girl copes with everyday dilemmas she is faced with throughout her life.