An updated (and cheaper) version of this book is available with a new sub-title - 'He Never Let Go: The true story of the evangelist who stopped believing in God'. Search Amazon for Lynda Alsford to find it. At the beginning of 2009 Lynda Alsford was the parish evangelist at Christ Church Turnham Green in Chiswick, West London. But she was. . . Living a lie Preaching one thing. Believing another. Lost in broken dreams Her dreams in tatters around her feet. The prodigal evangelist An evangelist who had to evangelise herself. He never let go tells the story of an evangelist dealing with a crisis of faith. But it is ultimately the story of a loving heavenly Father, who never let His rebellious child go.