Looking for love in all the wrong places, until I realized I needed to love myself first.I often wondered what love felt like while looking for it in another human. Someone to make me happy, appreciate me, and to cheer me on my accomplishments. I felt as if I could not be happy on my own. Becoming lost into my thoughts I turned obsessive over people who was only temporary which made me feel as if real love does not exist. I had to realize true love starts with loving yourself. In each poem I poured my heart and my soul out from past heartbreaks I felt as if I could never move on from. Instead, each poem reminds me how strong I am, how I was able to accomplish my dreams while communicating my past to others. Throughout the chaos, you can make a beautiful creation. Even within the calamity in my life, it was all for a purpose. Live and grow into your divine purpose.