Being so young, unable to put words to what was happening. Not knowing anyone else's life was any different . Believing it had no affect on her life.It was probably her fault It was probably her fault for not reacting or doing something different. Journeying through perfectionism and other attempts to control the world around her and make it a safe place.Living alone, abandoned, and afraid for 30+ years with awake of broken dreams, relationships, and scars. Carrie battled her way out of the dark and into the light. Let her story be a guiding light to help you into healing, joy, and love. You are not alone. Let's do this together.