Herin lies the confrontation with the dark soul of memorabilia & defeated short-liveliness. Those writings are imaginable somehow, & if imagined something like an discussion in old form, like talking to one's inner self with lots of desirable creed. In some kind of brainstorming the author snatched-up sentences which are only his willingness to keep a clear thought behind all the words he wrote off in a spell of charismatic fear & pain.