This is about a woman who is pregnant with her first child. She is so excited and is in expectancy to see her child but then loses the child before she is given the chance to hold him. "I remember finding myself on the ward and then realized, for the first time in my life, I was a mother. Oh, how exciting, even before I had the chance to request to see my new born baby, I felt that I had achieved my dream of becoming a mother and was looking forward to holding my lovely new baby in my arms for the first time.