This book provides in detail the story of Marjorie DeLee's destructive and tormenting journey through conversion that lasted for seven painful years. It was November 2000 when my emotional, spiritual, and physical suffering erupted. I suffered in anguish and torment over the course of seven years. These were terrible times for me, but only I knew. I found it very difficult to share such innermost feelings with anyone. The letters and notes provided in this book are all revelations of God's presence in my life. I would never have been able to compose such letters with the boldness and conviction expressed if it was not for the Holy Spirit. But, I believe that which I have included will convey exactly what God intended for me to communicate to the nation. The battle of my mind almost destroyed me, but had it not been for my Lord and Savior, I would not be this miracle on today. I was like a mad woman and blessed to be sane at this time. The demons inside of me almost took over my mind--but it was the word of God that saved me, as it will save anyone who chooses to surrender one's life to the Master. It is the TRUTH that will set you free.