Dealing with identity, depression, self-harm and counselling, James S M Parker's follow up to 'Love or Suicide and the Life In-Between' is a collection of fact, poetry and short story focusing on an 18 month period of his life from mid 2013 to the end of 2014. Part one looks at life, death and how we are influenced by our parents whilst part two is written as a diary using poetry, statements and observations. Brutally honest, deeply uncompromising, relentlessly personal, 'this heat...' takes the reader inside the mind of a man battling with himself and the life dealt to him.