Barbara had been on a long rough journey throughout her life, with many mountains, valleys, storms, and trials to overcome, until the darkest, loneliest, most helpless, hopeless night of her life on December 31, 1997, when she met Jesus Christ as her Savior and surrendered her life to Him. For most of her life, she tried to live the way she wanted to, making many wrong decisions, and taking the detours she should have ignored, even to the point of being angry with God for her own choices for over twenty-eight years. It wasn't until she had lost every precious relationship, her health, her emotional stability, and everything she had materially, that she knelt humbly before the throne of grace, and her whole life was radically changed from that moment on. Now, she knows how much God really loved her and protected her all those years in spite of her resistance to Him. Her life is truly a miracle, and she has been totally transformed. She wants to share her life story with you now and prays that it will be an encouragement to you.