This is a memoir of horrifying traumas that someone born into a cult must live through. It is a true story with names and places changed for the safety and privacy of the author and anyone involved. You will experience laughter but mostly sadness and feeling sorrow for the innocent victims of such abuse. This book also teaches survival techniques, how to cope with trauma, how to overcome addiction, how to trust people with caution, and more life lessons that helped me survive. And knowing that when you do pass on you will go to heaven helps heal some wounds and give you the courage to go on.