DO WE CREATE OUR OWN REALITY? OR DO KARMIC FORCES CONTROL OUR DESTINY? When 23-year old Ramara McDougal awakens in the night to see her fiancé, Rick Miller, standing in her bedroom she is forced to redefine her life -- Rick had been killed almost a year ago. Her search for answers takes her on a circuitous journey, from the supernatural world of Mae Gray Wolf, a spirit medium, to the underworld of Tony Avellino, a troubled young man she is destined to meet. By the time Ramara's journey of awakening concludes, she will have learned that without experiencing the sorrow of loss she could have no real understanding of happiness, and without confronting evil she would have no measure of goodness. And when the door is finally closed on Ramara's grief over Rick's death, another portal opens up to a greater and more sensual relationship than she ever thought possible. That is, if she can survive the sinister plot of the Avellino Crime Family to eliminate her.